spinning

i have found myself anxious lately about several decisions that i feel are life determining. it is interesting that i place so much weight on these "large decisions" when in reality it is the daily small decisions that determine my experience and shape me. it is the decisions to open up in a conversation, pursue a new friend, do an act of kindness, take a risk that create life.

i am hoping to do better at pursuing my passions these days. i am at a place for the next few months were i have a ton of freedom and pretty much nothing holding me back. no job, no significant other, no rent, just freedom. i want to take lots of risks, spend time with friends i care about, and go after the things i have been dreaming about. i want to put my creativity to use.